Feeling Guilty

With the upcoming holidays, I know it is going to be hard pulling off "not drinking."  And, I have already lied to one of my best friends.  I had to tell her I wasn't pregnant this month.  I know she will understand, but it is so hard to not be honest with her.  UGH!  I keep telling myself, just 5 more weeks and we will be ready to make an announcement.  We need to be just a little bit further along.  Until then, Kailey and anyone else, I am sorry for all the lies already told and for the upcoming lies as we get through these next several weeks.  Please still love me when this is all said and done.